Coming Home

August 4, 2010

Cover design

Filed under: Cover design — Tags: , , , , , , — PD Martin @ 8:12 am

Congratulations to Tony Wilkinson, who won the design competition for the cover of Coming Home!

While I was writing Coming Home, I involved you, my readers, in the process just about every step of the way. Now that Coming Home is finally edited and ready for me to post, there’s one last step…the cover.

I’ve had some great submissions from my readers and I know it will be a tough choice! All the covers are below (in most cases the very top and very bottom of the covers are cut off slightly, but just click on each one to see the full effect).

I have a couple of favourites, and it will be interesting to see yours. Please feel free to tell others about this vote!

So, please vote for your favourite cover by 5 August, by:
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February 28, 2010

Chapter 12 – questions

Filed under: Chapter 12 - questions — PD Martin @ 9:31 am

Voting is now closed.

The book is still in the editing stage and I’m hoping to release the free PDF in May.

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Chapter 11 – content

Filed under: Chapter 11 - content — Tags: , , , , , — PD Martin @ 9:20 am

Copyright PD Martin 2010
Draft only

Note: Remember the xxx is the character that will be named after one of my readers. See the Welcome page for more info.

Darren leans forward, obviously realising from my face that something’s up. I switch the phone to speaker.

‘Do they know now? Does he remember what happened?’ I ask.

‘Not sure. The contact’s chasing him down as we speak. He was in foster care for six years – on paper it looks pretty good. One family, one other child, apparently very warm and loving towards him. After what he must have gone through I hope the reality reflects the paperwork.’

If he was a victim of the same man the trauma would affect him forever. But with lots of love and maybe a little luck…maybe he could come to terms with what happened. At first it was probably just as well he didn’t remember but now – now we need him to remember.

I chew on my bottom lip, wondering who this man is today. ‘Did he take on the foster parents’ family name?’

‘Uh huh. They chose Anthony as the first name and the last name is Wake. I’m also running his name over here. Just in case.’

‘Good idea.’ I pause. ‘Anthony Wake.’ I let the name roll off  my tongue and try to imagine how I’ll feel when I meet him. To talk to someone who may have experienced what John and the others went through…and lived to tell the tale. ‘He could break the case.’

‘If he remembers or we can get him to remember, he could at least give us a sketch of the suspect, or what he looked like back then.’ Lily’s voice is full of hope. A concrete lead.

‘A face…’ I say softly, finding it hard to impose a real face onto the shadows from my nightmares. If we can track down Anthony Wake, soon we’d have that face. Hopefully. Of course, it’s possible he’s kept the painful memories repressed all these years and if that’s the case, drudging up old memories of  unspeakable trauma is probably the last thing he wants to do. He managed to repress everything about himself, even his name, his parents…if he had to blank everything out to cope with what he’d been through, what sort of a man would he be now? Could he have moved on? Become a successful person and a family man? It’s more likely his demons have driven him to drugs or alcohol to keep up with the numbing effect of repressed memories. These thoughts puncture my hope. Please let him give us something.  

Lily’s voice brings me back. ‘Hold on. I’ve got a call on my mobile.’

I listen to muzak, while Lily Murphy takes the call. I’m presuming it’s about Anthony Wake. It shouldn’t take long to locate the foster parents, locate Anthony Wake from a driver’s licence or car registration. Most men in their forties have a car or license, but if they strike out on that front, maybe they’ll find a criminal record or tax file number. Or maybe the parents are dead and we’ll find death certificates.

‘God I hope Anthony Wake is alive,’ I say, suddenly realising it’s possible he’s dead. To have such a good lead snatched away from us…after thirty years of wondering and anguish? I take a deep breath.

Darren holds my hand. ‘She’s probably talking to New Zealand now.’

I nod. ‘I know. I hope they’ve found him…and alive.’

‘Me too.’

‘Soph?’ Lily Murphy comes back on the line.

‘Uh huh.’ I gulp, hoping it’s inaudible to Lily.

‘We’ve found him. Our end.’

Our end? If it’s through our resources, it means he must be in Australia. ‘In Australia?’

‘Uh huh.’

Emigrating from New Zealand to Australia is quite common, especially in some occupations where Australia’s larger population provides more opportunities.

‘Where?’

‘Melbourne.’

‘Shit.’ I pause, my mind flitting through all the possibilities. What are the chances of getting this lucky? Could it truly be a coincidence? ‘You think it’s luck or something more ominous?’

‘The thought’s crossed my mind too. I’ve got an address and I’m heading there now with Detective Shaw and his partner xxx.’

‘Any chance I can tag along?’

‘Might be able to swing it because I don’t think Faulkner’s coming. Beneath him to question a witness. He only went to the Baker’s home because he knew there’d be press there.’

I nod, but in some ways it’s fair enough. The media prefer to speak to someone as high up the chain as possible, and having the head of Homicide on-site makes a statement. However, the media doesn’t know about Anthony Wake. Not yet, and hopefully not for a while. I certainly don’t want them getting a whiff of him until we decide if he’s a victim and witness or a possible suspect in these latest crimes. A victim of the perp who was active in the seventies becoming the perp in these latest abductions is a possibility we have to explore.

‘Go to Wake’s house and then call me. I’ll try to smooth it out with Shaw.’

‘I think he’ll be okay with it.’

‘Yeah, me too. But just call me before you come in. That way I can confirm Faulkner’s not on scene and not about to turn up.’

‘Sure.’

‘And bring your Yank if you like.’

I give Darren an awkward grin. ‘You’re on speaker, Lily. He’s here with me now.’

‘Oh…oops. Sorry, Darren isn’t it?’

Darren leans forward. ‘Hey, Lily.’

‘Hi. Um…yank’s a term of endearment, you know.’

Darren smiles. ‘Whatever you say.’

‘Sorry. I’ll see you guys there in thirty. The address is 15 Viewbank Road, Eltham. You might even beat us there.’

Eltham’s an almost rural-style suburb in Melbourne’s north-east suburbs, which gives Lily an extra ten or so kilometres to travel than us. 

‘See you soon.’ I hang up and go straight to Dad’s safe and take out my 9mm hand gun.

‘What are you doing, Soph?’

‘What does it look like I’m doing? It’s not that uncommon for the victim to become the perpetrator, you know. And the fact that Anthony Wake now lives in Victoria, right where the abductions and murders are happening…’

‘But one of the bodies was dumped in the exact location as your brother. The only person who’d be able to replicate that is the killer or maybe law enforcement.’

Darren’s got a good point, but not good enough for me to even consider losing the 9mm. I shrug, loading the gun and taking the spare clip with me. ‘Better to be safe than sorry.’

Darren hesitates. ‘You got a license for that?’

‘Of course, Darren. You really think I’d stash an unlicensed gun in my father’s safe?’

He smiles. ‘You’re right. You’re too much of straight shooter for that.’ His smile widens. ‘No pun intended.’

Tucking the gun into the small of my back I make for the door. ‘Let’s go.’

‘What are you going to tell your folks?’

I stop in my tracks. I don’t want to get their hopes up, but I also don’t want to keep them in the dark. ‘I’ll tell them we’ve got a potential lead, but we don’t know much about it yet.’

Darren nods and leads the way to the kitchen.

 ******

Anthony Wake’s house is in the older part of Eltham, which has mostly weatherboards and larger blocks of land, rather than the more suburban style houses that were put up in the past ten to twenty years. Eltham’s only twenty-five kilometres from the city, but parts of it are extremely rural with a more arty and country feel. In the seventies it was an outer suburb, and home to many prominent artists. Now, with the urban expanse gobbling up land all around it, Eltham has become a blend of the old and the new, the artists and the young white-collar families. Eltham is also home to the iconic Montsalvat, a twelve-acre estate with stunning European architecture and a thriving artist retreat. It has many artists in residence and is the home of the Montsalvat Jazz Festival every January – and an extremely popular wedding venue.

We wind our way around Main Road. ‘We’re close now.’

Darren nods, sensing my nervous energy and excitement. My gun’s now in my handbag, for comfort more than anything else. Lily Murphy won’t be armed, but Detectives Shaw and xx will both have easy access to their guns. Can’t say having mine tucked away in my handbag is reassuring but I know the chances I’ll need it are slim.

Viewbank Road is nestled in the older section of Eltham, and number fifteen is up a small hill. I drive up, cruise by the house, and then do a U-turn and park several doors down. Anthony Wake’s house is a traditional weatherboard that’s well looked after. The boards look like they’ve been freshly painted or perhaps replaced with the fake boards. The white boards are offset by charcoal grey door frames and window frames, and a large wooden deck extends a few metres out the front. The block of land is quite steep, so the front of the deck is supported by long posts, roughly three metres high. The house seems quiet, but we’ll have to park for a little longer before we can be certain that Wake’s not at home.

‘How do you feel?’ Darren asks.

I take a deep breath. ‘I have no idea. I’ve got so much adrenaline, excitement and fear coursing through my body I don’t know what’s what.’

Darren smiles. ‘Sounds about right.’

To a certain extent those feelings would be common for any cop on a case with the scent of a big break. But for me, this case, everything’s compounded by about a thousand…or maybe a million.

‘How long you think they’ll be?’

I shrug. ‘Don’t know. But I said I’d call Lily, so I’ll do that now and see how far away they are.’

I dial Lily’s mobile number and within a few rings she picks up. ‘You there?’ she says immediately, obviously recognising my number.

‘Uh huh. Out front.’

‘And?’

‘Doesn’t look like he’s home. But I can’t be sure yet.’

‘Okay. Sit tight. We’ve got more info on Anthony Wake, including the fact that he’s single and works in Ivanhoe. He’s probably still at work or on his way home.’

Lily or Detective Shaw would have assigned someone to gather info on Anthony Wake, looking for anything and everything that could help us. ‘What else did you find?’

‘Doesn’t look like he’s ever married, unless it was in New Zealand or somewhere else. First logged entering Australia in 1990. Worked here for a year in a few cafes and then went back to New Zealand. Returned to Australia in 2000, obviously with some sort of qualification and professional work experience because he’s working as a draftsman for an architecture firm in Ivanhoe.’

I digest the information. He came out to live here in 2000, eight years before the first abduction in the more recent spate of child abductions and murders. And he’s based in Melbourne, not the country. These two things make it more likely that his interest for us is purely as a past victim. ‘Any links to Bendigo, Shepparton or Euroa?’ I ask.

‘Not that we’ve found. Only one property in his name, the Eltham one.’

I don’t know whether I’m relieved or disappointed. I knew this man couldn’t have been responsible for John’s death, but he could have been involved in the three boys who’ve disappeared or been found dead in the past three years. I would have preferred to be closing in on the perp, but who knows… maybe one conversation with Anthony Wake will point us in the right direction.

It’s twenty minutes later that Shaw and xx turn up, followed closely by Lily Murphy. Like me, they park a few doors down from Wake’s home. Lily also pulls into the opposite side of the road, so there aren’t three cars parked in a row. Once she’s out of her car, Lily slides into the back seat of the detectives’ car and is talking to them for a few minutes before heading over to us and sitting in our back seat.

‘Any news?’ I ask, turning around.

‘No. Nothing more on Wake. But Shaw said he doesn’t mind if you come in for the interview.’ Her eyes drop for a moment. ‘Given the circumstances.’ She looks at Darren. ‘Darren?’

He nods and offers his hand. ‘Nice to meet you Ms Murphy.’ Darren often goes for the more formal address when he first meets someone. I’m not sure if it’s a cultural thing or just part of his personality.

‘Call me Lily.’

He nods.

‘So, you think maybe we should head to Ivanhoe?’ I ask.

Lily shakes her head. ‘It’s nearly six…we could miss him on the way there.’

‘What if he’s working late?’ Darren asks.

Lily nods. ‘I’ll give the office a call. See if he’s in.’

Lily takes out her phone and a small notebook. Once she’s flipped through to the correct page, she punches in the phone number. ‘Hi, is Anthony Wake still in?…Okay. Thanks.’ Lily hangs up and looks at us. ‘Left five minutes ago.’

I nod. ‘Assuming he’s coming straight home he should be here in ten to fifteen minutes, twenty tops.’ I look at Darren. ‘Ivanhoe’s only about ten kilometres…sorry, six miles from here. Even with peak-hour traffic it shouldn’t be too long.’

I take another deep, steadying breath, hoping that Anthony Wake can give us something on the man that took him and presumably John too. That’s our other stumbling block of course, that the abductions in New Zealand aren’t related to the ones here, despite the similarities. John and Anthony may have been taken by different beasts and suffered different fates.

I feel Lily’s eyes on me.

‘Tell me you’re not carrying, Soph.’

I look guiltily at Darren, then Lily.

‘Jeez, Soph. You’ve got too much at stake in this case to be armed.’

‘This could be our guy. Not the one who took John, obviously, but maybe Curtis Baker’s in there right now.’

Lily glances doubtfully at the house. ‘If the kid screamed the neighbours would hear.’

‘Wake could have a room or basement that’s soundproof.’

Lily shrugs. ‘Maybe.’ She looks at Darren. ‘Keep an eye on her, okay.’

Darren smiles. ‘Always.’

Lily studies the house. ‘We’ve got at least ten minutes. I’ll get Shaw and xx to have a look around. Maybe if they hear something…’

I nod and explain it to Darren. ‘Victorian Law states that if the police think a child or woman is in immediate danger, no warrant’s required to enter a private residence.’ When it comes to law enforcement, common sense has to rule.

Lily nods. ‘But we should be quick. This guy’s been through enough and the last thing he needs is cops harassing him for no reason.’

‘True.’ For an instant I picture Anthony Wake as John – imagine if my brother had survived, only to be suspected of being a paedophile and murderer himself thirty years later? I shudder at the thought. A wrongful accusation can damage someone’s life forever. If someone’s accused of this sort of crime, most people will never feel one hundred percent certain of their innocence…somewhere there’s always a small seed of doubt. Lily’s right we need to tread extremely carefully. It won’t take much for neighbours to start talking, wondering, and the media never seems to far behind a good story either. Hopefully Victoria Police’s Homicide team is as tight as a steel trap at the moment.

‘You guys wait here.’ Lily opens the door.

‘Hey,’ I call out. ‘We can cover more ground if Darren and I take a look too.’

Lily hesitates, half out of the car. ‘Lose the gun and you’ve got a deal.’

I wince but agree to her terms. With my handbag, and gun, stashed underneath the driver’s seat, Darren and I move towards the house. We’re not far behind Shaw, xxx and Lily.

‘Hey, Anderson.’ Shaw gives me a smile.

‘Hi. Thanks for…’

‘Keeping my mouth shut?’

I smile. ‘Yeah.’

The street is quiet, like either Wake’s neighbours are still at work or tucked up in bed. Given it’s not yet six, I have to assume they’re still commuting. The quiet makes things easier for us, and soon Shaw and xxx are leading the way, guns drawn, with Lily, Darren and me in tow.

Shaw and Lily go up the steps to the front door and the deck, Darren and I move towards the windows we can see underneath the deck, and xxx moves towards the left side of the house. I still find myself torn between feeling that we’re encroaching on a victim’s privacy to thinking maybe we’re about to find Curtis Baker and spare him any more pain. Without a gun I find myself feeling weak and helpless, even though I know I’m well-trained in hand-to-hand combat, with a black belt in Kung Fu. The reality is, after so many years of leading with a gun, it’s strange to have both hands hanging loose by my sides. Darren’s arms also seem kinda heavy to me – flapping too freely next to him.  

Darren gets to the windows first, keeping low on the off chance that someone is inside and could see him. It reminds me that multiple perpetrators is still a factor in this case, and one we can’t discount – just because Anthony Wake is on his way home from work doesn’t mean the coast is clear. I pull in next to Darren, sitting on my haunches. Darren signals that he’s going to have a look, before partially straightening his legs so his head peers over the window sill.

He bobs back down. ‘Looks like a games room.’

‘For kids?’ I ask, also straightening up and peering inside the room. In the centre is a pool table and to the left is one of those soccer tables. Still, if he lives alone who does he play with? Is the games room representative of a man in touch with his inner child or of someone who needs to entertain or perhaps reward young boys. Either is possible, although the pool table is definitely for an older crowd.

After five minutes of peering through windows and listening intently for any noise, we all head back to our respective cars. Five people sitting on his doorstep might be a little too overwhelming for Wake when he swings into his driveway.

We haven’t been back in our cars long when a dark blue Pajero pulls into the street and cruises into the driveway of number fifteen. Wake is wearing suit pants and a white shirt and carries a soft, tan briefcase. He’s too far away to ascertain much about him other than the basics: nearly six-foot, slender and dark brown hair. His step has got an agility to it that makes me think he’s fit and he wears dark glasses that he swings onto his head as he’s bounding up the stairs.

Shaw and xx make a move, and we stay put for the time being.

‘Anthony Wake,’ I can barely hear Shaw’s voice.

Wake turns around, half way up the steps to his front door, and takes a few steps back down.

Shaw says something, probably identifying himself because a few seconds later he pulls his ID out of his inside pocket.

After a brief exchange Shaw turns around and gives us a nod – enter the cavalry. Darren, Lily and I make our way to Anthony Wake’s front yard and once we’re on the steps Shaw introduces us.

‘Five people to ask about what happened to me in New Zealand?’ Wake seems surprised rather than skittish. Could also be that if he has remembered something about what happened to him he doesn’t want to share it with five strangers. Fair enough. If that’s the case Lily will be the best qualified to take his statement.

‘There’s a boy missing at the moment and we think it may be related,’ Shaw explains.

Wake furrows his brow. ‘Curtis…Curtis something.’

‘That’s right, Mr Wake, Curtis Baker.’ Shaw leans on the railing casually. ‘But like I said, we won’t take up much of your time.’

Wake nods. ‘I saw the parents on TV last night.’ He shakes his head. ‘Horrible stuff.’

Whether Wake remembers or not, those sort of headlines are bound to strike a chord with him.

‘Guess you better come in.’ He moves back up the stairs.

Inside, Shaw introduces us all and is upfront about my involvement, explaining that I’m a profiler who used to work for the Victoria Police but that I’m also the sister of one of the victims from the 1970s.

‘So you really think it’s the same person? After all these years?’ Wake asks once we’re all seated with cold drinks. Wake has a beer and the rest of us took the water option.

‘There are similarities between the cases that indicate the same person or someone with an intimate knowledge of the old cases,’ Shaw explains.

Wake gives a nod. ‘I still don’t remember you know.’ He takes a swig of beer. ‘Can’t remember how I got on that road, what my real name is…none of it.’

I sink deeper into the chair, even though I want to stand up and yell at Wake that a boy’s life is in question. That he needs to remember.

‘Have you ever tried hypnosis?’ Lily queries.

‘Yup. After I’d been with my foster parents for about a year they suggested it. Said my parents could be worried sick about me and wanted to do everything they could to find them.’

Lily takes a sip of water before placing her glass on the table. ‘The person I spoke to in New Zealand said there was a national campaign to find any relatives.’

He nods. ‘They never interviewed me, but I know my story was on the news and some of the current affairs shows. My foster parents went on a couple of times too, asking anyone with information to come forward.’ He drinks some more beer. ‘But it’s like I dropped onto that road from nowhere. I think some of the cops thought maybe my parents were dead. You know, that there’d been some horrible accident and I’d survived. But if that’s what happened they never found their bodies. And then there were the missing boys from the area. But if I’d been abducted from my home in the middle of the night, my parents would have come forward, right?’

Lily sighs. ‘It is a mystery.’

Wake takes another sip of beer.

‘Do you ever have any unusual dreams?’ I ask. ‘Or feel like something’s familiar?’

He shakes his head. ‘Nothing. Everyone thinkgs something really horrible must have happened to me, but I don’t remember it. I feel…normal. I went through a stage in my early twenties where I wondered what had really happened. Who I really was. But after a year of looking through birth records and more hypnosis…’ He shakes his head. ‘Still nothing. So I moved on.’

‘Sometimes an emotional trauma can manifest itself in other ways,’ Lily says. ‘Did you have any run-ins with the law?’

He shakes his head. ‘Nope.’

‘Do you mind me asking if you have a girlfriend?’ Lily crosses her legs.

‘Single at the moment, but I’ve had a couple of serious, long-term relationships and of course lots of not-so-serious girlfriends.’

‘No kids?’ I ask.

He shrugs. ‘What can I say…I haven’t found the right woman.’

‘But the relationships were healthy?’

I know Lily’s wondering if they were sexually healthy. Lots of victims of sexual abuse have a variety of intimacy difficulties in later life – from low libidos to a difficulty connecting with their partners, or anyone for that matter.

‘Yes, very healthy. I was with one girlfriend for six years and another for four years. It just didn’t feel quite right to settle down with them fully. You know, do the whole marriage and kids thing. But hopefully one day.’

Wake’s roughly forty-one – no one knows his exact age, because we don’t know his date of birth. The New Zealand officials put him between ten and thirteen when they found him. So even by today’s standards he’s leaving it relatively late to be starting a family, especially given he’s single so it’s not like his partner could be pregnant next month.

He leans forward and looks at me. ‘I’m sorry…sorry about your brother.’

I force a smile. ‘Thanks.’

‘It must be so hard…living with that all these years and not knowing.’

‘Yes it is.’ I force an evenness into my voice. ‘And I guess maybe you feel the same, Mr Wake.’

He sighs. ‘Sometimes. Like I said, most of the time I feel totally normal. But every now and again I do wonder.’

I nod. ‘Naturally.’

After a few beats of silence Lily says. ‘Would you consider hypnosis again, Mr Wake?’

He shrugs. ‘I don’t see the point. It didn’t work before, why would it work now?’

Lily gives me a meaningful glance and I pick up the hint. I’m the best placed to appeal to Wake’s emotions.

‘It could help find whoever did this to my brother. Bring my family some sense of closure.’

If this man really did abduct me too. And that’s a big if.’

‘Yes,’ I concede. ‘If he did.’

He sits quietly for a bit. ‘But surely I’d know. Like you said,’ he looks at me, ‘I’d have dreams or maybe even nightmares.’ He turns his gaze to Lily. ‘Or it’d come out in my relationships.’

‘The mind’s an amazing thing, Mr Wake.’ Lily leans forward. ‘It’s capable of the most extraordinary things and while there’s a little boy’s life at stake, it’s important we try everything possible.’

 ‘Yes of course. Curtis Baker….you’re right. If you want to try hypnotising me again I’ll do it.’ He drains the rest of the beer. ‘When?’

‘The sooner the better,’ Lily says. ‘Tonight if you’re free. Like I said, there’s a little boy’s life in the balance.’

‘Sure. Do you mind if I get changed, have some dinner?’

‘That’s fine. I’ve got someone in mind who specialises in this sort of memory recovery during hypnosis. I’ll call you in half an hour to confirm the appointment time and give you a location. It’ll probably be at his practice in Carlton.’

‘Okay.’

Lily stands up and everybody else but me follows suit. I want to spend more time with Wake – he could hold the key to John’s murder and Curtis Baker’s whereabouts. I know that if the perp follows his usual pattern Curtis’s life’s not in danger, but he’s still in the hands of a sadistic paedophile.  

‘Thanks for your time, Mr Wake.’ Shaw gives a little nod.

Lily fishes a card out of her wallet. ‘Here’s my card, but I’ll call you in half an hour. Is this land line the best number for you.’

‘Yup, that’ll be fine.’

Darren reaches his hand down to me, but I give him a pleading look. He shrugs and I guess he’s right – there’s no reason to stay here. Wake doesn’t remember anything, and he’s offered to help in the only way he can – hypnosis. I force myself to standing.

‘Do you have any photos of yourself soon after you were found?’ I ask, in a last-ditch effort to stall, although there’s also a much more functional reason for my request. Does Wake fit our victim pattern visually. It’s probably pointless asking him if he was involved in sports, because he can’t remember anything from his first life, but we can compare a photo to the other boys.

‘Yes, I do. Hold on a second.’

A few minutes later he returns. The photo shows a young boy with brown hair. He’s smiling, but it looks a little forced. Or maybe I’m reading too much into the photo, knowing what probably happened to Wake. Suddenly I feel a little giddy. I give in to the sensation, desperate to get anything on this case.

 Anthony Wake cowers in the corner of a room, a large man standing over him with a belt in his hand.

 The vision ends quickly, but the room was set up just like the ones from my other visions — two buckets, a bed and not much else.  

‘Are you okay?’ Wake asks.

‘Yes, sorry. It’s just…you look a little like my brother.’

‘Really?’

I nod.

‘I’m sorry again…for your loss.’ He gives me a sympathetic smile.

 Once Wake has closed the door and we’re onto the nature strip Lily says: ‘You were quiet, Shaw.’

He shrugs. ‘The guy doesn’t remember anything. Figured that put the ball in your court not mine.’

Shaw’s right; Wake’s lack of memory meant the discussion was more about psychology than standard police procedures.

Shaw unlocks his car and looks at me. ‘Guess I’ll be seeing you around, Sophie.’

I smile. ‘Probably. And thanks for letting me sit in.’

Shaw gives me a nod before turning to Lily. ‘Keep me in the loop with the hypnosis session. I’d like to sit in, if possible.’

She nods. ‘Okay.’

Within less than fifteen seconds Shaw and xx are across the road and in their car, while Darren, Lily and me are still standing out the front of Wake’s house.

Lily turns to me. ‘You know I can’t get you close to the session, don’t you?’

‘Yeah, I know. But you’ll tell me if he remembers anything important?’

‘I’ll give you as many details as I can.’

I nod. ‘Thanks again, Lily. You don’t know how much this means to me. How much you’re helping me.’

She smiles. ‘No, but I can have a good guess.’ She turns to Darren. ‘Nice meeting you.’

‘You too.’ They shake hands and Lily gets into her car, leaving us to cross the road.

Lily’s U-turned and driving past us by the time we’re buckled.

‘So, what did you see?’ Darren asks.

‘How did you know?’

‘Your eyes kinda went blank for a second. I’ve seen you do it before.’

‘Oh.’ I start the car. ‘Wake was about to get a beating.’ I pause, taking a deep breath. ‘He was in a small room and it was set up like the others.’ I bite my lip. ‘And he was in his underwear.’

Darren winces. ‘So they are linked.’

‘If my visions are anything to go by they must be. I think our guy went from Australia to New Zealand and then…I don’t know because we’ve still got the gap between Anthony Wake in 1982 and the first missing person that matches back here in 2008.’ I shake my head. ‘I don’t know if we’re any closer, even with Wake.’

‘We’ll have to wait and see how the hypnosis goes. Hopefully the shrink Lily has in mind can find something in Wake’s mind.’

I nod. ‘I hope so.’ I glance up at Wake’s house and notice him at the window. ‘He’s there.’

Darren follows my gaze. ‘The poor guy probably doesn’t want to remember. I wouldn’t.’

I ease out of the street. ‘Me neither.’

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February 20, 2010

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Chapter 10 – content

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I hit send on the email to Lily Murphy, hoping we’ve covered everything. It was difficult to remember my activities and schedule from when I was eight years old and I imagine the other sisters have had the same experience. Still, with the help of Mum and Dad I was able to answer all of Lily’s questions, most of which centred on my school and after-school activities. So, will Lily discover that all sisters attended ballet classes at Ryan’s Dance School? Or maybe we crossed the killer’s path during a family holiday or outing around that time.  We included everything we could think of, even the fact that John and I used to swim in the neighbour’s dam – not that I think that’s relevant. I’d also desperately tried to remember if I’d noticed anything odd around that time – a stranger watching us, a man asking me questions about John. But if it happened, I can’t remember it.

‘Done?’ Darren’s sitting in an armchair in the study, looking exhausted.

‘Uh huh.’ I stare out the window. ‘I want to catch the guy, no matter what, but this…’ I shake my head. ‘I don’t know if I could cope if he found John through me.’

Darren’s silent for a bit, and then says: ‘I know it’s clichéd, but let’s cross that bridge if or when we come to it, huh?’

I take a deep breath and blow it out, purposively diverting my gaze from the painting of the bush.

‘So…you ready?’

Another deep breath on my part. ‘We’ll go later. I think we should study the files first.’

‘Come on, Soph. You can’t avoid it forever.’

I shake my head. ‘I can’t go, Darren. I just can’t.’ I stand up and walk over to the window.

Soon Darren’s arms are around me. ‘Maybe you’ll feel better. Did you ever consider that?’

‘Better? I doubt it.’ I lean back into him.

‘It might help to induce a vision.’

I shake my head again. ‘I can’t face him. Not until we’ve got this monster.’

Darren’s quiet but his arms squeeze a little harder. ‘Okay. I get it.’

‘I’ll go after…as soon as we’ve got this bastard I’ll visit John’s grave. And then I can tell him it’s finally over.’

‘What if we don’t get him?’ Darren whispers quietly, barely able to voice it.

‘We’ll get him. I can…feel it.’

‘Is that normal cop gut feel or something more?’

I shrug. ‘I don’t know.’ God I hope it’s gut feel or my gift, otherwise it’s nothing more than blind hope. Now this has all been stirred up again, I don’t think I could cope if the guy slipped through our fingers. I shudder at the thought.

‘Cold?’ Darren snuggles into my neck.

‘No. Just…’ I turn around and look into Darren’s eyes. ‘Maybe I am deluding myself. It’s been thirty years, what if we still can’t find this guy.’

‘Trust your instincts, Soph.’ He runs a hand along my jaw. ‘They’re pretty good, you know.’

I sigh. ‘Not when it comes to John.’

Silence.

I notice the dark circles under Darren’s eyes. ‘You look tired, Darren. Do you want a rest?’

His face scrunches. ‘Is that a good idea? Shouldn’t I keep in this time zone?’

Morning tea and going through Lily’s questions had taken us the better part of three hours but it’s still early. ‘You could have a quick nap now. Better to have a sleep and make it through until nine or ten tonight than to crash at six.’

He nods. ‘Okay. But wake me up in an hour and a half and then we’ll go through the case files together.’

‘Deal.’

Once Darren’s settled in my room, I head back into the kitchen/living area.

‘Mum, where are our old photo albums?’

‘Of John, you mean?’

I gulp and nod. I don’t know if Mum ever looks at them, but I don’t. The pictures around the house are enough for me.

‘Sit down, honey. I’ll get them for you.’

I grab a glass of water and wait at the kitchen table. Darren’s right – maybe bringing up John and that painful part of my past will trigger a vision. And I need to do anything and everything I can to bring my brother’s killer to justice.

A few minutes pass before Mum appears with four large photo albums in her arms.

I jump up. ‘Sorry, Mum. I’ll help.’ I take the top two off the pile and together we bring them back to the kitchen table.

‘Are you hoping to find something in here?’ Mum looks sadly at the albums. Her boy’s life, now only snapshots.

‘Not really. I’m actually hoping to induce a vision.’

She runs her hand through my hair. ‘Honey, I’m so glad.’

Since Mum’s revelation around her knowledge of the family’s gift, we’ve spoken about it a few times but I have to confess I haven’t been exactly forthcoming. Even after all these years it still seems flaky to even talk about it. I’m much happier in the world of police procedures, forensics and, of course, profiling. Some cynics feel profiling is subjective mumbo jumbo but I can see the objective and scientific structure behind it. My gift, on the other hand, is still a leap of faith that I have trouble making sometimes. There’s no denying it and I harness it as best I can in my work but talking about it…

‘Can I do anything to help?’ Mum asks.

‘Not really.’

She nods, a little disappointed. ‘A snack or drink perhaps?’

I smile. ‘I’m fine, Mum.’

She nods. ‘This is the first album. We’ve got more photos, of course. But I had to cull…at the time I didn’t realise…’

I bite my lip. ‘How could you, Mum?’

She takes a deep breath. ‘Your Dad and I looked at these a few days ago. After the police told us.’ She sinks into the chair. ‘He was so young, such a beautiful young boy. He’d be forty-one now.’

I grimace. I rarely think of John as anything but a kid. And I imagine Mum’s the same, except for the occasional thought on his birthday, perhaps. That’s the only time I think of him as anything but eleven.

‘Do you think about him much, Mum?’

She puts her hand on mine. ‘Every day. I say good morning to him as soon as I wake up and goodnight before I go to bed.’

I think about the photo of John on Mum’s dresser and imagine her talking to our John, and a tear trickles down my face.

‘I’m going to find whoever did this, Mum. I’m going to…’ I want to say kill him. That’s what I feel, but instead I say: ‘..make sure he pays.’

She nods slowly. ‘I know that’s important to you, darling. But not to me.’

‘How can you say that, Mum?’ Part of me wants my mum to fight harder, be more consumed with rage. But maybe it’s just not in her.

‘I’ll be happy if or when you find this monster. But I won’t be happy for me or John. Nothing can bring John back, Sophie. I’ll be happy for you, because I know how important it is for you. And I’ll be happy for the other boys and mothers who’ll be spared what we went through.’

 ‘I just…I don’t understand. Don’t you want revenge?’

She strokes my hair, her calmness a stark contrast to my bubbling rage. ‘We’re different, Soph. I let go of my anger a long time ago.’

‘So you did feel it?’

‘Of course, darling. But you were my baby girl…you were eight. I couldn’t show you then. And now…the anger’s gone. As I hope it will be for you one day. Hopefully soon.’

‘I don’t think I can do this now, Mum.’ I glance down at the photos. ‘I just feel so…’

‘You’re upset. You’re mad. Flick through the albums, darling. You never know, they might cheer you up.’

I want to protest, but she’s gone before I can say or do anything. Leaning back in the chair I look at the four albums spread out on the table. They’re all the same dark blue and on the front of each one is a small plate, engraved with our surname and the year range the album covers. I’m about to flip open the first album when my phone beeps. Lily Murphy’s sent me a brief text: No matches from NZ’s jail records.

I rest my head in my hands. Where was he for all those years? But instead of dwelling on that question, I go back to the albums. They start with John as a baby…coming home from the hospital, his christening, sleeping, crawling, then his first birthday, walking. These are memories I don’t have, yet as I flick through the photos I feel like I’m there, experiencing my parents’ joy of their first child. In the first few pages of the second album I make an appearance. There are photos at the hospital and John’s all grins. Moving through the albums is like a flashback into our early lives. Moments I’d almost forgotten. Each photograph is a frozen moment in time, but along with it I see the outskirts of the photos. The memories of us dressing up, swimming, going to the US to see Dad’s family – although I remember Disneyland more than the family visit. I’m not sure what is a memory, what’s imagination and what might be a psychic flash – they’re all just melding into one another.

Some of the last photos are of John swimming and I see him, like I’m there, but I’m not me. I take a deep breath and let myself move fully into the vision – despite my fear of what I might see.

 The boys line up on the block and I can see the competitive spirit burning in him. They touch their toes, ready, and then the starting pistol echoes through the small swimming stadium. The boys dive off their blocks; some quicker off the mark than others. He doesn’t disappoint and soon he’s in front, reminding me that he’s stronger than his little body looks. Swimming could be his future…but it’s not the future I’ve got planned.   

 I shake the feeling away, disgusted by this man’s predatory thoughts. I can’t stand the fact that his thoughts were on John, but I’m also mindful of what he’s doing now. Mum’s right – he can’t have anyone else. It’s got to end, now.

Mum’s leaning in the doorway to the hall. ‘What was it, honey?’ Her voice is barely audible, like she’s not sure she wants to know.

‘How long have you been there?’

‘A while. You were….out. For a few minutes.’

A few minutes? It seemed like seconds.

‘John at a swimming meet. He was watching him.’

Mum nods slowly, her face screwed up in pain. Do I see a hint of anger? It’s hard to tell with Mum.

She takes a deep breath and regains her composure. ‘You said all the boys were sporty.’

I nod. ‘Yup. If he doesn’t target sporting events to find his victims, he certainly watches them afterwards.’

Silence, and then Mum asks if I’m hungry – an abrupt topic change but one that I’m more than happy with.

‘Mum, you offered me food ten minutes ago.’

She gives a genuine, soft laugh. ‘You’ve been looking at photos for nearly two hours, darling.’

‘What?’

‘So, are you hungry?’

I stand up. ‘No. But I better wake up Darren.’

She nods. ‘Yes he’s better not to sleep too long. And we’ll have an early dinner.’

‘Okay, Mum.’ I resist the temptation to shake my head at Mum’s obsession with feeding us.

In my bedroom, Darren’s in a dead sleep and it takes quite a bit of talking and nudging to rouse him, but eventually I do.

‘What time is it?’ His voice is groggy.

‘Just after three.’

‘Whoa. I feel like shit.’

‘Uh huh. Force yourself up, and you’ll feel better soon.’

‘Really?’

I smile and give him a kiss. ‘Trust me.’

Even with my words of wisdom it takes Darren nearly five minutes to actually sit up on the edge of the bed. ‘Oh, man. You sure I can’t lie back down for a bit.’

‘No way. Then you’ll never get to sleep tonight.’

He nods, his eyelids bobbing up and down heavily. ‘Okay.’ He stands up.

‘I’ll get you a drink.’ Jet lag’s always more pronounced if you’re dehydrated and two coffees with the scones wouldn’t have helped.

‘I’ll be out in a sec,’ he says, pulling on a T-shirt.

‘Okay.’

Darren takes less than a minute to emerge in jeans and the T-shirt.

‘Water okay?’

‘Sure.’ He’s got a funny smile on his face and I suddenly realise – I’m fussing like Mum does.

I give him the water and whisper quietly enough that Mum won’t hear. ‘Sorry, guess Mum’s rubbing off on me.’

‘No complaints from me.’

I narrow my eyes, then realise Darren’s baiting me. He knows fussing in the kitchen isn’t part of the package deal with me. Mind you, if truth be told I loved it as a kid. Loved the homemade cookies in my lunchbox, the freshly made meals every night, the weekends full of yummy, healthy food with none of the crap you get in foods now. I sigh…maybe I am turning into my Mum.

‘What are these?’ Darren’s looking at the photo albums.

‘Photos of John,’ I say.

Darren nods and looks at me more closely. ‘How’d you go?’

The question has two meanings – how did I cope emotionally and did I see anything.

‘I had a vision from the killer’s perspective. He was at one of John’s swim meets.’

Darren keeps his face blank, probably more for Mum’s benefit than mine. But I don’t want to think about it either.

I take a deep breath. ‘We can start whenever you’re ready.’

Darren nods.

‘We’ll have dinner at six, Darren. But you’ll probably need a snack, yes?’

‘Um…’ Darren rubs his belly. ‘I have woken up a bit hungry, actually.’

Mum gives him a big smile and it makes me wonder if Darren really is hungry or if he’s just trying to make Mum happy.

‘Cheese and biscuits, dips, a sandwich perhaps?’

‘A sandwich would be great, thanks.’

They agree on a ham and cheese sandwich and within minutes Darren’s eating it and I’ve somehow ended up with a few crackers and cheese on a small plate. Once we’re done, Darren clears the plates into the dishwasher, despite Mum’s protests that she can and should do it.

‘Come on,’ I say. ‘Let’s go through everything together.’

In the study, I close and lock the door before spreading out the crime-scene photos. It’s by no means complete, but it’s as much as I’m ever going to get my hands on, especially with Faulker heading up Homicide. I also write all the murders and missing persons out on index cards – a whiteboard would be better for a visual representation of our timeline, but Dad doesn’t have one. Instead, each victim gets a small card, with his details, his status (missing or deceased), his age, location and a quick note about any pertinent details, like the fact that Ted Strawasky’s behaviour had changed a few weeks before his abduction. The last index card is for Curtis Baker. If we can save this one…this victim. Maybe it’d somehow make up for all the others.

‘I hope we find him.’ I put a photo of Curtis that the Bakers gave me underneath his index card.

‘Me too.’

‘Mum said she doesn’t care about justice for John. About making the killer pay. She only wants to make sure it doesn’t happen to other families.’

‘She’s an amazing woman, your Mum.’

‘Amazing?  Her complacency makes me want to shake her, yell at her. This man took everything from her, from us, and she’s okay with it?’

‘It’s not complacency, Soph. You know how differently people react to these situations. And when have you ever seen a victim’s family thirty years after the fact. I think your Mum’s dealt with it very well.’

‘By sticking her head in the sand.’

He takes a deep breath. ‘No, Soph. That’s her daughter’s coping mechanism.’

I scrunch up my face. ‘That was low.’

‘I’m trying everything I can to make you see sense.’

Silence.

I look at the photo of Curtis Baker again and Darren follows my gaze.

‘When it comes to serial cases like this,’ he says, ‘the only way to keep your sanity is to think of the ones you’ve saved, the potential victims, and not all the ones you could have or should have saved.’

‘Yes, that’s the attitude we need to have. To cope with what we see in law enforcement. But it’s not the way a mother should deal with it.’

‘Don’t you see, Soph. She’s done with anger, with denial, with depression. She’s accepted it. And there’s nothing you or your Mum can do to change what happened to John.’

‘Maybe if I’d told people about my nightmares. Taken it seriously.’

‘You were eight…you couldn’t save him. Besides, the killer would have found a way to get to John.  You know that. Guys like this…once they select their victims, they don’t just change their minds or move onto another target. Short of fleeing the country, I doubt anything or anyone could have saved John.’

‘Maybe you’re right.’

‘I am right. And you have to accept that, like your Mum has.’

I’m silent for a bit before I say. ‘There is one thing…one thing that would have saved John.’

Darren looks puzzled.

‘If the killer had been caught before he targeted John.’

‘Yes. And that’s all we can try to do now. Catch him.’

We return our focus to the photos and notes sprawled across the floor.

‘I heard back from Lily Murphy. No one in the New Zealand prison system matches our dates.’

‘The gap.’

I nod. ‘Maybe you’re onto something with the multiple personality disorder theory. If meds kept the alters at bay and then something happened a few years ago that meant he went off his meds.’

‘Some sort of stressor could cause him to abandon medication.’

A stressor sets off lots of criminal sprees – especially things like relationship break-ups and losing your job. So what did it for our guy?

I’m just about to say this when my phone rings. Private number again.

‘Sophie Anderson.’

‘Soph, it’s Lily Murphy.’

‘Hi.’

‘We might have something…a victim who survived.’

‘What?’

‘Don’t get too excited. It’s all very vague at the moment, but I knew you’d want to know straight away.’

‘Yes, yes. Go on.’

‘My contact in New Zealand just rang me back. He’s been going through all the hard copy files again, just to see if he’d missed anything, and there was something strange.’

‘Yes.’ I try to keep the desperation out of my voice but I’m not sure if I suceed.

‘In 1982 they found a fourteen year old boy wandering by the side of the road just outside of Dunedin. It was twelve degrees, but he was wearing only shorts and a T-shirt. An elderly couple picked him up and took him to a hospital. The police interviewed the boy when he was well enough, but he couldn’t tell them his name, age, where he was from…nothing. Didn’t even know how he’d got onto the road.’

‘So maybe he was a victim.’

‘Exactly. The strange thing is, the police never found the boy’s parents, never found out who he was.’

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February 15, 2010

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Chapter 9 – content

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Draft only

The domestic terminal of Melbourne Airport is in peak-hour madness, with business travellers flying in and out. Darren couldn’t get a direct flight, so the poor guy had to sit in Sydney for five hours. The security line for the gates is hellishly long, but I brave it, wanting to meet Darren at the gate rather than in the baggage collection area. It takes over twenty minutes to pass security, which means I end up getting to Darren’s gate as the first batch of passengers is disembarking.  

There’s no first class on Sydney to Melbourne flights, but there are a few rows of business class. I let the suits rush to their Melbourne meetings, standing on tippy-toes for my first glance of Darren. After what seems like forever, and just about every passenger, I see his black hair and then his face. His hair is a little messier than usual and his face looks a little pale. I wave my hands until he sees me, a big surprised grin erupting on his face.

He quickens his step and pulls me into him. ‘Hi, babe.’ He looks tired, like most long-haul passengers do, except he’s coming off a local flight.

I lean my head into the side of his neck. ‘I’m so glad you could come.’

‘Me too,’ he says before kissing my cheek. ‘It took a lot to convince Rory to come back to work early. And I owe him some painting when I get back.’

I laugh. Darren’s colleague was using his vacation time to fix up their house. He came back a week early so Darren could race out to me, but I guess there was a price.

We start walking, holding hands. ‘What’s the latest?’ he asks.

I’d told Darren about the other missing boys but he’s been in transit while we were drafting the profile and contacting New Zealand. I fill him in on these details.

‘I’d say we’ll hear back from New Zealand soon. They’re three hours ahead, which makes it 11am.’

‘You’re in the loop?’

‘Kinda. Via the Vic Police’s profiler, Lily Murphy.’

Darren nods, recognising her name and position. ‘I’m glad she’s been helping you out.’

I let out a sigh. ‘Me too. I don’t know what I would have done if she’d stonewalled me like Homicide did.’

‘Any interesting dreams? Visions?’

‘Nup.’

He gives another little nod, and I can tell he’s mulling something over.

‘What is it?’ I ask.

He smiles. ‘Don’t have my game face on, huh?’

‘Nope. You’re probably too jetlagged.’

He gives my hand a squeeze. ‘I was wondering if you’d tried going back to your family home. Or visiting John’s grave?’

I wince. I haven’t been to either location for many, many years.

‘No…I haven’t thought about it either.’ I lead us through the gates and down the escalators to the baggage carousels. ‘I don’t think it’d help. I’m too close to John. It’s unlikely I’ll get something now, after all these years.’

He gives a little sigh. ‘I think it’d be good for you, Sophie. Even if it doesn’t trigger your gift. And maybe the fact that you’re so shut off when it comes to John is why you’ve never seen anything more about him or his murder.’

I feel my jaw tighten. ‘I don’t think I want to, Darren. Okay?’

He brings us to a stop and puts his hands on my shoulders. ‘It’s not just you now. You have to think about the other boy.’

I wince again – he’s coming out swinging. He knows that I’m ruled by my sense of justice, my desire to right the wrongs and catch psychos before they do any more damage. And this guy sure as hell is doing more damage. He’s destroying so many lives.

I’m saved by the bell, literally, as a loud beep signals the start of the nearest conveyor belt. I quick glance shows me it’s for Darren’s Sydney-Melbourne flight, and I move towards it.

Darren grabs my hand and gives a little tug until I turn back to him. ‘Just think about it, okay? You’re going to have to face this some time, you know. And it seems to me like now, when John’s murderer is out there again…now is the time.’

‘Let’s just get the bags.’

He sighs. ‘Great.’

 *****

The trip back to Camberwell is icy and I’m not sure if the freeze-dry is coming from me or Darren. Or maybe both of us. I was so looking forward to seeing him and to having him here and somehow this is how we’re spending our first hour together. The worst part is, it’s a recurring pattern…Lily, then Matt last night and now Darren. They’re all saying the same thing — that I have never dealt with John’s death. While I prefer to feign ignorance, I know they’re right. But even acknowledging that feels like a little chink in my armour. And if I admit it to them, to anyone, I’m afraid it’ll open a valve that can never be switched off.  And to feel that pain every day? To feel so raw, every day? I don’t think I could do my job any more. I don’t think I’d be me.

Finally, when the silence feels like it’s about to crash in on me, Darren speaks.

‘Not exactly the best start to my first time in Oz.’

‘No.’

‘I’m sorry if I came over a little heavy handed, but I worry about how switched off you are. I understand it, I do. We all have to do it in this job to a certain extent.’ He takes a breath. ‘But this is your brother, Soph. Your flesh and blood.’

‘I know.’ I chomp down on my bottom lip and then catch myself out and stop. ‘And you’re not the only one who’s been singing this song.’

‘Your folks been giving you a hard time?’

‘No, not them. Lily Murphy, and then my ex paid me a late-night visit last night.’

‘Last night?’

I smile, kinda happy that there’s a hint of jealousy in Darren’s voice. ‘Don’t worry, it was barely amicable. I never told him what happened to John. Well, I told him John died in a car accident.’

‘Ouch.’ Darren rubs his hand over sizable stubble. ‘That’s gonna hurt.’

‘Yup. And he heard it on the news first.’

Another ouch escapes Darren’s lips. ‘Makes me kinda wonder what you’re hiding from me.’

‘Come on, Darren. You know about my brother and my gift. That’s two out of two when it comes to my secrets and demons.’

He reaches his hand across to my knee. ‘Good.’

We spend the rest of the trip talking about the profile until finally we pull into the driveway at 9.30am. Darren, with his extra experience in child abductions, agrees with every element but can also see some of the inconsistencies – the time gap with no explanation (yet), the fact that the boys are kept so long before being killed.

‘We had a rapist in Arizona a few years back who was displaying inconsisten behaviour – violent and aggressive with his victims and then remorseful afterwards.’

‘That’s not uncommon,’ I say, unsure where Darren’s going with this.

‘No. Many perps feel remorse after the anger subsides. But it turned out this guy has multiple personality disorder. The stress of the rape would bring out an alter, who felt remorseful.’

I raise my eyebrows. ‘That would explain how the boys are cared for, but still abducted and then killed.’ And explain it well. ‘But multiple personality disorder is quite rare – particularly in males.’

‘That’s what the psychiatrist who worked the case at trial said. Rare, but not impossible.’

‘True.’ I nod. ‘And this guy’s core was the rapist?’

When describing someone with MPD, we speak about their core personality, which is their ‘original’ personality and their alter – or alters. Sufferers could have two personalities, one core and one alter, or lots of alters, all within the one ‘host’.

‘That’s what the doc decided. Core was the rapist, and the guy had two alters, one who helped him target the women and another alter who was very moralistic and good.’

‘Mmm. Interesting. We hadn’t tagged it yet, but if one personality type is the   sadistic paedophile who stalks and abducts the kids, then another type could take over and protect the kids. The pattern goes on for months, until finally the sadistic personality takes it too far and kills the boy. It would also explain the underwear – one of the personalities, whether it’s the core or an alter, feels guilty and covers the boys genitals, which are evidence of the sadists actions.’

Darren nods. ‘Yup. I’ve only worked one case like it, but it sure was bizarre. I thought the guy was faking it.’

‘That’s a common problem. It’s hard for us to reconcile two or three totally different people effectively living in the same body. Sometimes even close family and friends find it difficult to believe.’

I turn off Burke Road into our street and the crunching of gravel under the tires is a familiar and welcome sound.

‘Nice place.’

Camberwell is a leafy suburb, and it’s definitely one of Melbourne’s more expensive areas —although it’s family comfort rather than the chic and often snobby feel of South Yarra or Toorak. Our family home is dark red brick, quite big and on a large block of land. The gardens are more than well looked after, thanks to both Mum and Dad, and while some of the more traditional plants have made way for succulents in recent years, the large front area would give a good first impression.

Still, my parents are hardly wealthy. They worked hard, saved and then invested well.

Before the car’s even in park, the front door opens. Enter Mum and Dad.

‘Darren, hi.’ Mum moves quickly towards us and plants a kiss on Darren’s cheek. ‘Good to see you again.’

‘Thanks, Mrs Anderson. You too.’

‘Now, now, it’s Jan, remember.’

Darren smiles. ‘Sorry.’

Dad holds his hand out. ‘Welcome to Melbourne, Darren.’

They exchange a firm by friendly handshake. ‘Thanks, Bob.’

‘The flight’s a nightmare, isn’t it?’

Darren manages a small laugh. ‘It’s pretty bad, all right.’

‘You’ll get used to it.’ Mum gives him a wink. ‘Come on, let’s get you settled.’

Darren and Dad take a bag each. Darren’s gone for two smaller bags rather than one bag – he probably doesn’t own a bigger suitcase.

Mum and I are walking ahead, but we’re still within easy speaking distance.

‘We’re so glad you’re here, Darren,’ Mum turns back to him.  

‘Thanks.’ Darren hesitates, and I know why. He’s waiting for the right moment to say ‘sorry about what’s happened’, but it’s too big a thing to simply say as you’re walking up a driveway.

‘I’ve set you up in the guest room.’

My brow furrows. ‘What?’ I shoot Mum a look and then see the big grin on her face.

‘I’m joking, of course.’ Mum rarely tries humour, and when she does it rarely succeeds. This one was a little better than a total belly flop, but only a little.

‘Darren probably wants a shower first, darling. Before we sit down?’

‘I know, Mum.’

Mum turns to Darren. ‘Make yourself at home and get comfortable. We’ll catch up soon enough.’

‘Thanks. A shower would be real nice.’

As far as I’m concerned, a shower is an essential and first part of any jetlag recovery plan, especially when you’re talking about sitting on a plane for the best part of twenty-four hours.

‘Shower’s a good idea,’ I say.

Darren gives me a look. ‘You saying I stink?’

I smile. ‘You’ve smelled better. Come on, this way.’

I lead Darren down the hall to my bedroom. It still feels a little strange being in my family home as an adult. It’s not like my room’s pink with Barbie dolls everywhere, and I’ve even got a double bed. But it still makes me feel like a little girl. And it’ll be even stranger to have Darren lying in bed next to me tonight.

‘Here you go, then.’ Dad leaves the bag in the doorway. ‘See you soon.’

‘Thanks.’

Darren manoeuvres one bag into a corner and heaves the other one on top of the bed. Opening it up, he takes out a bath bag. ‘Should I keep growing it?’ He rubs his jaw line.

‘Nah. Too scratchy.’

‘A beard doesn’t suit me, anyways.’ He takes his razor and shaving foam out of the bag.

I’ve never seen Darren with more than a five o’clock shadow, but I can’t imagine him with any kind of serious facial hair — full beard or goatee. 

‘Here’s a towel.’ I hand him the dark blue towel Mum had put on the bed early this morning. ‘And just use whatever soap or shampoo you want in the bathroom. Mum and Dad have an ensuite, so it’s all my stuff or guest stuff.’

I take him through to the bathroom down the hallway, and once he’s in the shower, I join Dad at the kitchen table for a cup of tea and the day’s paper. Dad hands me the business section of The Age and I hand him the front pages from the table — an exchange we’ve done many times. Characteristically, Mum is in the kitchen.

But before reading the paper, I check my phone, again. Nothing. Even though it’s not even 10am, I’ve checked my phone five times since I got up, thinking maybe I’d somehow missed the call from Lily Murphy…but so far nothing.

 ‘What are you making, Mum?’

‘Scones.’

‘Yum.’ Mum’s scones are to die for. ‘Plain?’

‘Date.’

Even better.

‘You think Darren will like them?’

I raise my eyebrows. Good question. ‘Scones aren’t big in America, Mum. But I can’t see how anyone could resist your date scones with homemade raspberry jam and cream.’

‘Thanks, darling.’

I give her a little nod, knowing Mum likes to care for people with food. Even in these circumstances there’d be a part of her that wanted to welcome Darren with a big home-cooked meal. She’s got to wait a few hours for that, so scones will suffice in the meantime.

Darren doesn’t take long to shower, shave and dress and when he emerges into the kitchen somewhat hesitantly he looks more like the Darren I know – clean-shaven, dark hair a little neater and a little…perkier.

‘I followed the voices.’ He grins.

‘Sorry. I’ll give you a quick tour before we sit down to some of Mum’s home baking.’ Not that our house is huge, but it’s always a little awkward wandering around a house you don’t know.

‘Sounds good. Home baking…I’m still pretty full on the cardboard aeroplane food.’ He pats his belly.

I take his hand. ‘I’m sure you can find room.’

We quickly move through the house, so he’s got his bearings and will be able to find the kitchen, bedroom or toilet without opening closets by mistake or having to follow the sounds of activity. 

By the time we get back to the kitchen, the aroma is starting to spread from the kitchen to the hallway.

‘Smells good, Mum.’

 She peers in the oven. ‘Almost done. Who’s for coffee?’

Darren, Dad and I give an enthusiastic yes.

I’m about to sit down when my phone rings. I snatch it from my pocket. Private number. ‘This could be Lily Murphy,’ I say before answering the phone. ‘Sophie Anderson.’

‘Hi, Soph. It’s Lily.’

‘Hi.’ I move out of the kitchen/living area and into the study. ‘How’d you go?’

‘I just heard back from New Zealand. No murders that match our timeframes or profile, and only three missing boys that fit our criteria.’

‘Three? Not very many to cover 1981 to 2007.’

‘No. Especially given they had one in 1981 and two in 1982.’

‘What?’ I sink into the leather desk chair. ‘Man, this is confusing.’

‘I know.’

‘And they’re sure.’

‘The guy checked it several times, going out of the ViCLAS system and into the hard files on missing kids, in case they hadn’t been logged as a cold case.’

I blow out some air. ‘So where to from here?’

Lily lets out a sigh too. ‘Asia, I guess. See if we can’t account for those missing years. I’ve also asked my NZ contact to check the prison records.’

I nod. ‘In case he was incarcerated over there, not here.’

‘Uh huh. And if there really is a gap, we have to consider a two-person team or some sort of debilitating injury from which our guy’s recovered recently.’

‘Mmm…but what.’

‘Coma?’

I bite my lip. ‘A long time to spend in a coma and then suddenly come out of it.’

‘Yes, but it has happened.’

‘I’ve got another possibility. What if the time gap is because he was better? Maybe our perpetrator has got multiple personality disorder and between 1982 and 2007 he was on meds that kept the alters at bay.’

‘MPD…I know it looks good on TV, but I’ve never come across it before.’

‘Me neither. But my boyfriend has.’

‘Your yank?’

‘Uh huh. He just flew in.’

‘What was the case?’

‘Rape. But the rapist was the core personality.’

‘Mmm…we certainly need to flag it as a possibility.’

‘Agreed,’ I say.  

Silence for a few beats before Lily takes a deep breath. ‘I need to give you a heads up, Soph.’

‘Uh huh.’ It can only be Faulkner. Or maybe something to do with John. Like an exhumation. My stomach flips at the thought.

‘Faulkner told me to say hello to you.’

My body relaxes – Faulkner I can deal with. ‘So he knows we’re working together.’

‘Knows or suspects.’

‘Don’t worry, Lily. I can handle Faulkner.’

‘Well, tread lightly, hey. For all our sakes.’

I get the message loud and clear – it’s not just me on the line here. Pushing my way into this case may mean that Victoria Police would never hire me again. But that’s fine…I like LA. Lily, on the other hand, doesn’t have many career options. If Faulkner had the contacts to get the head of Homicide gig, who knows what else he’s capable of. At the very least he could make her life hell, and he may be able to push her out altogether.

‘I understand, Lily. And I really appreciate what you’re doing. For me and my family.’

‘At least one person in this equation’s happy.’

‘Only one? You’re not?’ I clarify.

She takes a deep breath. ‘The expression between a rock and a hard place comes to mind, Soph. Talking to a victim’s sister, sharing this information…it’s not exactly professional.’

‘I’m sorry, Lily. Sorry to put you in this position, but I can’t just sit on the sidelines.’

‘I know. And that’s why I’m keeping you in the loop.’

I wait a few beats before saying: ‘Speaking of in the loop, did you find any links with the sisters?’

‘Not yet. But I’m not finished. Actually, I’ve got a list of questions to ask you. Want them over the phone now or I can email them through.’

I think about Darren and my parents waiting for me. ‘Send them through. You’ve got my hotmail account.’

‘Sure.’

We hang up and I sit in the study chair, rocking it back and forth slightly. Our guy must have been in New Zealand from 1981 to 1982, but then what happened to him? I stare vacantly at the painting on the wall – an ugly bushland scene. I don’t like the painting, it’s very old-fashioned, but the scenery doesn’t exactly thrill me either. The Australian bushland holds nothing but pain and suffering for me.  Nothing but thoughts of John and his killer.

I take a deep breath, and move back into the hallway, ready to slink into the kitchen/living space. But I stop at the door when I hear my name.

‘That’s what you’ve got to understand about Sophie.’ Mum’s hand is on top of Darren’s. ‘That monster…he didn’t just take our son from us, Darren. He took a piece of our daughter too.’

Copyright PD Martin 2010

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February 7, 2010

Chapter 9 – questions

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Chapter 8 – content

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Copyright PD Martin 2010
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I arrive back at my parents’ Camberwell home at 1.30am – late by any standards, let alone when you’re in a jetlag haze. In LA’s time zone it’s the equivalent of staying up all night and being at work for a couple of hours. No wonder I feel like a train wreck. At least I can sleep in a little tomorrow. Mind you, I’ve still got an FBI profile to complete in the next couple of days and then another one next week.  

Pulling into the driveway, I notice Matt leaning against a black BMW a few metres away. What’s he doing here at this time? I give him an awkward wave, not sure on the protocol when an ex-boyfriend is at your doorstep in the middle of the night. I’ve seen that scenario a few times at work and it didn’t end well – then again I’m talking about murder, and jealous stakeouts, which wouldn’t be in Matt’s repertoire. Especially not now, three years on.

As soon as the car’s in park and the ignition’s off, I clamber out and walk back down the driveway.

‘Hello, stranger.’ Matt’s making his way up the driveway and we meet halfway.

‘Hi.’ I manage a smile. ‘What are you doing here?’

‘Well, given you won’t take or return my calls, I figured this was the only way to talk to you.’ He gives a little shrug. ‘I know what you’re like when you’re on a case…even if it is your brother’s.’

I know I don’t have to justify my actions to Matt, but he’s a good guy and maybe he does deserve an explanation. ‘I haven’t been avoiding you, Matt. When you called tonight I was with the profiler who’s working the case and we were in the middle of something.’

He nods, but his face says Whatever.

Silence.

Eventually he starts shaking his head. ‘All that time. Seven years we were together and you never told me what happened to John.’

I look over his shoulder. ‘I told you he died.’

‘Yeah. In a car accident.’ Another shake of the head. ‘No wonder you told me never to mention it to your parents. It wasn’t because it would upset them, it was because you lied.’

‘Look, Matt. I’m tired…wrecked. Let’s talk about this tomorrow.’

He grabs my free hand. ‘I could have helped.’

I give a little grunt. ‘How?’

‘By talking to you about it. Helping you through it.’

‘It happened eighteen years before we even met, Matt. It was in the past.’

‘Something like that is never in the past, Soph.’ He shakes his head. ‘And you of all people know that.’

I’m silent, caught between not knowing what to say, and not having the energy to respond. Besides, I went through this with Lily Murphy five hours ago and I don’t need round two.

He crosses his arms. ‘You think the rules don’t apply to you?’

I sigh. ‘What rules, Matt?’

‘Grief.’

Now it’s my turn to shake my head. ‘There are no rules, Matt. Not when it comes to grief.’

‘You’re wrong, Soph. There’s one rule: you have to let yourself grieve, let yourself feel it.’

I don’t respond.

‘You couldn’t even tell your boyfriend, me, what happened all those years ago.’ He gives a hurt laugh. ‘I had to hear it on the news. When the media said the murder of Ted Strawasky had been linked to three victims from the seventies. Then they said John Anderson of Shepparton in 1975…I still didn’t believe it could possibly be your John. But I guess part of me always knew you were hiding something from me.’

‘I wasn’t hiding it, Matt.’

‘Sure you were, Soph. You kept your past between us like a wedge. You always kept me at a distance. At least now I know why.’

‘Cause this is all about you, right? How it makes you feel.’

A pause, then: ‘You’re right, Soph. It’s not about me. You’ll do what you want…as you always do.’ He gets his keys out of his pocket. ‘I do have one question for you, though.’

I roll my eyes.

‘How many tears have you shed since you heard the case was reopened?’

I gulp because I know the answer is not as many as I should…not enough.  ‘It’s not something you have to worry about any more, Matt.’

He gives a few nods. ‘You’re right.’ His voice is softer, calmer. ‘I’ve moved on, Soph. I know we weren’t right for each other. But I still care about you.’

‘So you sat on my doorstep to attack me? That’s real caring.’

A silence. ‘This conversation didn’t quite turn out the way I’d planned.’ He glances down at his keys. ‘I came over to see if you were okay. But—’ He shrugs. ‘Guess I got kinda angry while I was waiting. And then seeing you looking so calm…it just reminded me of how shut off you are. It’s not healthy, Sophie.’

‘Let me worry about my mental health. Okay?’

He takes a breath, about to protest but then thinks the better of it. ‘Fair enough. But do me a favour…at least think about what I’ve said. For old time’s sake.’

He says it with a cheeky grin, and I can’t help but give a little smile back.

‘See you round.’ And with that, he ambles back down the drive.

By the time I’ve got my key in the door, I can hear Matt’s car starting. It’s the first time I’ve seen him in three years and chances are our paths won’t cross again. We moved on a long time ago.

 ******

Lily Murphy and I spend most of the next day working on the profile, brainstorming back and forth, each working on separate documents before combining them into one central profile.

Part of drafting a profile is getting to know the victims. We’d already done most of that process last night, including looking at all the police reports and analysing the victim risk. Generally victims are classified as high, moderate or low risk. High risk victims include prostitutes and children, although for very different reasons. Prostitutes are accessible and vulnerable because of the type of work they do – they go to a secluded place with a man they don’t know. Children are also considered high risk because for the most part they’re not street wise and they’re physically weak. Many children can also be enticed by toys, balloons, pets, lollies, etc. Of course, there are also individual differences within that sub-set and Lily and I agree that all our children were low risk for children. They were confident and physically fit – problem is, that’s not enough against an adult male predator.

From there, we look at the perpetrator’s decision-making during the crime and classify the offender on a variety of scales. For example, the offender also has a risk ‘rating’. Did he take risks during the crime? If so, why? Often these risks give us an insight into his personality. But in this case the only risky behaviour the perpetrator undertook was taking the children from their homes. It was a calculated risk – he stalked the victims, managed to silence them in some way first, and he chose hot nights and country towns for easy access. His body dump sites are low risk – isolated state parks, with lots of uncharted bushland. And the fact that all the bodies, to date, have been found so long after death is a testament to his ability to plan.

We also have to assume he has an isolated location where he holds the victims, given he spends so much time with them, holding each boy for three to ten months. Problem is, that’s not hard in rural Victoria. You’d only need an acre or two to ensure any screams or other noise was unheard by your closest neighbour. And if our perp’s property is nestled between farms, it’s possible we’re talking much larger distances between his house and the nearest surrounding homes.

Part of the profiling process is also crime assessment, where we reconstruct the crime to determine how things happened and how people behaved, focusing on the interaction between the victim and perp. Considering how long he holds the victims, our knowledge of that time frame is extremely limited. We know he stalks the boys first, possibly selecting them from various sporting events, then he abducts them from their homes on hot nights…and many, many months later he dumps the body in state parks. My gift has given me another small snapshot into his crimes – he holds at least two victims at once at times and keeps them in small, prison-like rooms. I also know he kills them by manual strangulation. It’s such a small portion of the whole crime, but it’s all we’ve got.

By the end of the day, we’ve got a profile that we’re both happy with and we’ve been able to get answers to some important questions – like we can now eliminate jail time, at least in Australia, as the reason for the long gap between John’s murder in 1978 and the next round of abductions in 2008. There were no ex-prisoners who matched in terms of the time they were inside and the crimes they committed.

 

Sex: Male
Age: 50-70Based on the length of time that the perpetrator has been at large, we have to assume he’s at least fifty (if he started at 20) although it’s more likely he was in his mid to late twenties. This would place him in his mid to late sixties.   

It’s also possible he has a submissive partner. This person could be younger – in fact, it’s possible this accomplice has changed from the first set of killings in the seventies to the most recent spate of murders and abductions. This accomplice may help with the execution of the abductions if our perpetrator is unfit or unhealthy in any way.

Race: Caucasian
Type of offender:
  • Organised. The abductions are well-planned, with seemingly nothing left to chance. Even the most recent abduction probably involved the killer parking his car some way into the property and then walking to the house. The boys are silenced extremely quickly (either knocked unconscious or drugged) and the body dump sites are well chosen for their isolated nature.
  • Sadistic paedophile (this is the only type of paedophile that tortures and kills their victims).
Occupation/ employment: The killer is based in the country or travels extensively in rural Victoria for his job. Possible occupations include:

  • Sales
  • Local government (white collar like planning permission or blue collar occupations such as roadworks)
  • Tech support worker of some description, possibly involved in infrastructure such as phone lines, electricity, etc.
  • Health worker (e.g. rural nurse working across Bendigo, Shepparton and Euroa)

 It’s difficult to say if the killer is a white collar or blue collar worker – either is possible and nothing from the crime scenes leads us in one particular direction.

Marital status: Currently singleAlthough many paedophiles are married, often with children, the sadistic paedophile is more likely to be a loner. In addition, unless the killer keeps the victims at a second property that only he has access to, there’s no way a partner and/or children could live with him and not know that the victims are being held for such a long time.The gap in time between the killings could be explained by a perpetrator who married and had his own family between 1978 and 2008 and is now separated, divorced or widowed with no children living at home.If he does have children, it’s likely he has one boy and a younger girl (in line with the sibling structure in most of the victims and missing persons). 
Dependants: Could have children, but they are no longer ‘dependent’ on him in any way.
Childhood: The offender probably had a traumatic and abusive childhood, definitely violent and quite possibly involving sexual assault. At some level he feels what he does with these victims is ‘normal’ behaviour, so it’s likely an early male role model treated him this way. Given his difficult childhood, he would have had problems at school and quite possibly would have had run-ins with police during his childhood.He’s also drawn to young boys who are sporty – this will mean one of two things: either he was extremely sporty himself as a boy and is targeting victims he sees as like himself, or otherwise he was always on the outside looking in at these types of individuals as a child. In this case, he’s choosing the boys because he wishes he was like them as a child.

It’s also possible he has a younger sister, in line with the sibling structure of the victims.

Personality: He will be a quiet individual, someone who others perceive as being polite, honest and hard-working. However, people who know him well may have seen another side, including a temper. Given he keeps the boys for such varying times, I believe he kills them impulsively, in the heat of the moment. He’s involved in sports in some capacity – mostly likely as a follower/fan although it’s possible his involvement is more official (coach, umpire, etc.). However, if he is involved in a team he wouldn’t target anyone this close to him. 
Disabilities: None
Interaction with victims: The perp “stalks” the victims, probably always keeping his distance. Given he abducts them in the middle of the night rather than charming or luring them away from their homes, the children are most likely strangers to him. However, his perception might be quite different – he probably feels that he knows them very well.  Like the stalker who convinces himself or herself that a celebrity is their soul mate. 
Remorse: Sadistic paedophiles generally don’t feel remorse. However, the presence of underwear on all the victims could indicate feelings of guilt over his actions – guilt over sexual abuse or the murders. It’s also possible that the murder of each boy is motivated by remorse for the sexual assault. He’s overcome by guilt at what he’s done to the boys and kills them in a fit of displaced rage. He’s angry at himself but he displaces this anger onto the person he perceives has ‘caused’ him to behave in such an appalling way. In his rage, he kills them.Notes:

  1. The underwear could also symbolise the fact that he no longer sees these victims as sexual or never has.
  2. Sadistic paedophiles generally torture their victims until that torture culminates in murder/death. However, the lack of other injuries such as broken bones is in contrast to this theory.
  3. Sadistic paedophiles generally hold their victims for a matter of minutes/hours before killing them – unlike this perp who holds them for months.
Home life: He’s currently living as a single person, and living alone. His home life would be very basic and would revolve around his male captives. In addition, he probably doesn’t have a very active social life. He’s isolated geographically and emotionally.
Car: Most likely a Ute – this would fit in well in rural Victoria while also being an ideal vehicle to transport the victims’ bodies to a state park or other location once he’s killed them. He could also use it to transport the unconscious victims after abduction.
Intelligence: Moderate IQ (100–110)
Education level: High school or maybe TAFE
Outward appearance: He fits into his environs, so he probably looks like many country blokes in their sixties – shorts and T-shirt in summer and jeans and long-sleeved shirts in winter. Although he’s an organised offender, this doesn’t extend to overt neatness or any other trait that may be visible in his outward appearance.
Criminal background: The killer has been abducting and killing young boys for over thirty-five years (and presumably sexually assaulting them during the captivity). It’s possible he’s spent time in jail to account for our missing twenty-eight years in that cycle, however given how well-planned his crimes are it’s more likely that he was in another country or that he stopped while having and raising his own family. In terms of a criminal record, he most likely had early run-ins with the police before he started abducting and killing young boys. At school, these offences could have included bullying younger children; and as a young adult there may have been physical assault (probably without a sexual element).
Modus operandi (MO): He stalks the victims for some time, getting to know where they live and their routines. He then abducts them from their homes, targeting a hot night when security at the home will be low or non-existent. They boys are either physically knocked unconscious or drugged using a fast-acting substance so they can be taken from their homes quietly. The boys are held for roughly three to ten months and then killed, possibly by manual strangulation. Their bodies are then dumped in isolated locations (to date, state parks).
Signature: It’s difficult to know what the killer’s signature is, given how old the bodies are when we find them. However, if the underwear doesn’t indicate remorse, it’s possible it has some other significance to the killer and is a signature element.
Post-offence behaviour: Again, it is difficult to know what his post-offence behaviour is given the lack of forensic evidence from the bodies. However, the fact that he keeps the boys for so long indicates he takes his time with them while they’re alive. Once he’s killed them, he probably disposes of the bodies immediately.
Media tactics: The media and any specific reports in the news probably won’t affect the perpetrator’s behaviour in any way. He’s not driven by ego, although he probably has been watching the news coverage. Additionally, he’s a confident killer who probably feels untouchable – after all, he has been killing for over thirty-five years.

 ‘I know what Faulkner’s going to say already.’ Lily lets out a sigh.

‘I can imagine. I bet there are way too many instances of the words “probably” and “possibly” in it for him.’

‘Uh huh. Not to mention “either”…it means either this or that.’

‘It’s part of the job, I guess.’

‘Yeah.’ Lily sounds extra hesitant.

I change the topic. ‘How’d you’d go with New Zealand and the Asian countries?’

‘I’m starting with New Zealand first. It’s the most likely country given our perp would need a visa to work in other countries. The Kiwi ViCLAS analyst is looking into it for me. What about you? I bet you made a few calls.’

‘I did call one of my Interpol contacts in the South East Asian bureau. Nothing back yet.’

‘Well, at this stage I guess it’ll be tomorrow for New Zealand.’

I nod. It’s 6pm here, which means 9pm in New Zealand. If he knew Curtis Baker might only have hours to live he’d undoubtedly stay up all night but we all know the most likely scenario. Baker’s life isn’t in any immediate danger and he would have already been sexually assaulted.

 *******

A scream sounds from another room and the boy huddles closer into the hard springs of the mattress. He doesn’t want to be next, but he knows it’s wrong to wish it on one of the others too.

 He turns his head to the boarded up window and a few thin slices of light catch his eyes, burning. Morning? Evening? Has to be one or the other with the light so low. It’s hard to keep track of day or night, but he thinks it’s been two days since he woke up with a hand across his mouth. Next thing he knew he was here.

He turns his head into the light again, trying to figure out the time of day but it’s impossible so he buries his face into the mattress again, into the darkness.

Sometimes the blackness is better. He keeps his eyes firmly shut as the key unlocks his door.

  Copyright PD Martin 2010

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January 31, 2010

Chapter 8 – questions

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